the beliefs we hold in our minds define our experiences. especially when we experiencing limitations within our bodies. this is a free flow video about self-love, healing from mental limitations, and healing the body. recovering from people pleasing, codependency, and the journey back to me.Read More
I think that there is a huge amount of inner power available to all of us if we would have the courage to find it within.
This honest freedom seeking path is not for everyone, but only those who would seek to go beyond themselves.
Some are deeply afraid of what these things will mean for them in their lives.
The dissolution of identities and attachments formed from places that are profoundly unhealthy must go.
The depth of life-altering that must occur is profound.
There are so many places where trust and truth must reign supreme in our own lived experience, and there simply are no substitutes.
No amount of learning from others, or living according to their example, or believing what they teach will amount to anything.
There is a sense that life is holding you through and through, and that the emergence is up to you.
The inner safety of this beautiful pulsating light is assured, and the sense of freedom you attain is within grasp.
It’s an inner freedom. It’s a pull towards the light.
Being set free in the most profound of ways.
But it’s solely for you to explore for yourself.
We can only explore and experience a small sense of it in the truest of truths, but the unfolding is completely up to us.
We can set and define the parameters of life as we desire them to be, even though we experience pain, grief, and emotional heartache.
These waves of life are constants, the ups and downs that is… but the truths of creation and power remain the same in them.
There are fusions of life that happen amidst the waves, the trials.
Great power and creative ability are there, if only we would retire the old stories of the ego that run us round and round in circles, avoiding the wholeness and simple beauty of this moment, and the pure creative impulse that can arise as we do.
There is no compulsion here to do anything but completely devote ourselves to being.
There is no compulsion that will entrap us in the habits and defaults of life.
We are free to be precisely as we are, without a disabling thought of being anything less than perfection.
This truth is the source of our life.
Without it, we are resigned to living half alive.
Half in our heads, half in our bodies.
Addicted to compulsions and being torn away from life-giving truth again and again.
I hate the diet industry. It causes women to do particularly ridiculous things to be accepted, to be thought of as worthy or loved. It has such a strong tie with being codependent on others for approval.
To lose weight in an empowered way requires one to shed baggage from the past, including but not limited to toxic relationships that demand our compliance. Situations that ask far more of us than they give in return. It requires us to see where we've been running at an energetic deficit and giving far in excess of what is sustainable.
I stood up
To the fire breathing dragon
Her flames turned to ash
The moment I took my stand
Oh they came
But they didn't burn
For I wouldn't let them
I didn't let them
Come even close
The evening comes
To a glorious close
As I get what I want
Without being scalded
Without coming to fiery
Her abuse and control
Make no impression on me
I am wise
I feel secure
In this place of inner truth
In the mental games
Of the manipulative
It's clear that's how she's always
Gotten her way
Cry and fuss and shout and bully
And the weak ones cave
I'm wise to how she plays
I don't dance her dance
I won't step in line
I see her control
And I rebel
I throw Baba Yaga in her own cauldron
In the face of her own weapon
She will be destroyed
Her games of domineering
Are coming to an end
And the waves she makes
To a punctuated end
Am I controllable
I am honest
And I will break the ones
Who try to break others
Justice will be served
In due time.
Her wicked deeds
Lash against my legs
For all the head locks
I've been held in
To allow others
Room to breathe
And concessions demand
Are two very different things
Power plays are more common than we think
More extraordinarily painful than we'd believe
But the games can be transcended
If we simply don't play
And we be who we are
Whether anyone likes it or not
Holding steady the stream of infinity
In the palms of my hands
I won't fail this time
To assert my right to have place
To be here
To take up the necessary space
To grow in my own life
My precious life is mine.
No one gets to erupt in my direction
And make me feel small
I deserve to exist
I have a right to be here
Thank you Lord for my life
And for teaching me it is worth fighting for
Thank you for showing me that I
Am deliciously in charge of this whole experience.
My life is miraculous
And ever changing
I'm grateful for the ways
It always moves and shakes
The ways life allows me to transform
And become something new
It's forever changed
Blooming beautifully into
All that is new
Creation is something exotic and quixotic
Pure and holy
Precious from the depths of
Genuine life becoming pure
In much the same way the information of the medical medium burst onto the scene of my life as a result of prayer, these strange claw like tools did too. Desperately seeking solace from limb tightness and long standing misalignment issues with my knees and back, I knew when I saw them that they were my ticket to mobility after years of body lockdown.
These claws promise to gently and lightly go to work on fascial adhesions - clumpy chunks and balls of connective tissue underneath the surface of the skin that create difficulties in exercise, movement, and basic functioning. This malformed injured connective tissue chokes out nerve signals, and muscle power, so areas that fascial adhesions are present are weaker and less capable of producing power and strength.
My first night of using this tool was revolutionary for me. I had recently released a lot of weight, and had a significant reduction in body pain as I had been working on my liver's health, but there were still these areas of my body that simply hurt and I didn't know why.
After reading Ashley's book It's not fat it's fascia, I discovered that this tool is capable of resetting posture and alignment and fixing the stress points in my structure I was experiencing.
That evening was remarkable. I went into my session feeling like I was 90 years old, crippled and balled up, and finished my session as a woman who could walk and run comfortably and easily. My body felt incredible and light and fluid. Movement was easier, my body felt enervated and alive.
I can't recommend these self healing tools enough. With proper usage, you can treat the most severe of fascial distortions and rejuvenate the body function and appearance naturally. Things like cellulite of all varieties are really just fascial distortions that can be treated. I have almost no cellulite on my legs after the 1.5 years I've been using this tool.
I began purely for pain reasons, and the improvement of appearance was a nice secondary result for sure! I comfortably walk around in bikinis and shorts with no insecurity. And to think - it came from healing the deeper issue - the damaged tissues in my body.
Research it yourself, try it out. It you use it correctly - and ease into it - you won't be disappointed 💜
Over two years ago, this green elixir of the high heavens called celery juice became my morning mainstay. I remember the first glass I drank... The sense of calm that washed over me as I sat near a window with sunlight streaming in and felt profoundly connected to all that is.
My body, so worn ragged by the Epstein Barre Virus, had become plagued with severe nerve pain so bad I could hardly move without sending excruciating shocks of "lightning" to areas like the right side of my face, low back, fingers, arms, and legs.
And not only that, I weighed 82lbs more than I do now, got cold sores, had horrific body cysts, painful and frequent UTIs and moods so erratic they resembled bipolar disorder and caused me to feel so ashamed for my instability. Living felt like silent torture, and I felt incredibly alone.
I was a prisoner in my own body, glued to the couch and bed, battling daily in my mind for the will to live.
Sure enough, the shreds of faith I mustered led me to drink that first glass and believe what Anthony said it would do. My trust in natural medicine had waned thin after years of ineffective treatment for body pain, fatigue and hormonal issues.
Fast forward to today, my recovery has astounded me and many others. I no longer feel like a prisoner, I feel like a warrior fighting the good fight and winning.
My nerves have healed by about 90%, I have energy everyday - even on tough detox days. No more UTIs, cold sores, and the cysts are becoming less and less all the time. Severe depression and anxiety are gone. I'm rebuilding muscle now after years of immobility, and I feel deeply connected to my creator no matter what I face in life. Thank you Anthony and Spirit for saving my life!